John 16: 32 Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will leave me alone. . .
Just below the surface of my life I can be wrestling with several agendas…
Follow Jesus and no turning back or falling away,
Live for a safe, comfortable life,
Avoid pain or rejection,
Preserve the current reality and refuse to go into the future. . .
these and many more conflicting life ambitions and motives simmer like pots on a stove competing for my attention.
Don’t be surprised that God will engineer circumstances to expose the confusion I am tolerating. It requires faith, mixed with courage, and the strength of the Spirit to put a knife in the throat of any goal — save one — STAY WITH JESUS.
Oswald Chambers, MY UPMOST FOR HIS HIGHEST, April 4
We will be scattered, not into service but into the emptiness of our lives where we will see ruin and barrenness, to know what internal death to God’s blessings means. Are we prepared for this? It is certainly not of our own choosing, but God engineers our circumstances to take us there. . .
But once we get there, no matter where God may place us or what inner emptiness we experience, we can praise God that all is well. . . .
“. . . you . . . will leave Me alone.” Have we been scattered and have we left Jesus alone by not seeing His providential care for us? Do we not see God at work in our circumstances? Dark times are allowed and come to us through the sovereignty of God. Are we prepared to let God do what He wants with us?”